PISMP Y1S2,开学咯~

开学咯~

感觉今年的开学很热闹~

可是我们却很空虚~

因为今年难得开学没周会（因为新进的学院也是今天开学，院方不得空理我们）

而且熟悉的面孔不知藏哪儿了~

大部分的学长学姐们今天一开学就去实习了~

这学期我们班又被安排在一个偏远的教室~

看来我们这学期又将会与世隔绝了~

上学期的成绩不知为什么还没出（本每学期开学第一天就拿到成绩了~）

害得我紧张兮兮的，因为林讲师通风说到我们的华文有几人差些会不及格~

咳，看来这次的成绩不会好到哪儿了~

唯有这学期努力拼命补拙咯~

加油吧~

新注入凿院的新血们，欢迎你们加入我们的杏坛咯~

三星期假期的简报

明天回去师厂咯~
三星期的假期真的让我轻松不少~
可是我不会埋怨假期很短~
因为我认为假期的长短不重要~
最重要的就是过的充实与否~

这假期可谓吃喝玩乐皆具~
首先上了巴生洁士灵的家~
一个充满温暖和气的家~
她的家人仿佛对我的事情了如指掌~
爸爸妈妈哥哥姐姐弟弟都仿佛很熟悉我~
谈话中有时会惊讶为什么他们会知道我的某某事~
哈哈~这证明洁士灵与他家人的沟通是一流的~

接着便是上槟城阿奶的家~
八天七日槟城游~
玩了很多地方~
斗母宫，Hutan Lipur Bt Mertajam,St Annes Church,牛奶佛，Gurney，椰园，Batu Feringgi，Butterfly Farm,Teluk Bahang Dam,Spice Garden,极乐寺，Bontanical Garden，等等等~
也体验两种过槟岛的方法（轮船及槟桥）~
每天是吃到撑饱的~（不过每次一定我先喊饱，他们的胃好像无底洞般，吃极都不饱的...恐怖）
阿奶的家人也很热情~
阿公煮的菜很古早味很回味~
阿奶爸妈妹弟也很体贴~
这几天的游玩真的很轻松自在~
谢谢阿奶的热情款待咯~也1辛苦你当了我们那么多天的司机咯~

回家一天后...
妹姑姑和英姑姐又邀我下波德申~
那几个阿表瓜们还用Pasar Malam和棕子诱我下去找他们~
没法咯~又下波德申两天一夜庆端午~
英姑姐的炸金针菇yummy!
也顺道送了送即将去关丹升学的启康及帮忙湘怡完成她道德科的Kerja Amal~哈哈~

回来没两天又上云顶与公主学们聚一聚~
我们全程都不在乎玩~
而是不停地谈天说地~
云顶还是老样子~
小学时去也是那样~
中学时去也是那样~
even现在大学了~也是老样子~
而且设施不是生锈了就是生苔藓了~
咳~云顶，你真的老了！！！

离家玩闹两星期，第三星期当然当个乖乖女呆在家啦~
花妈妈难得女儿在家陪他，就喋喋不休，讲讲讲讲不停~
天南地北那种的叻~哈哈~我就听听听，嗯，啊，是咩 的答答答~哈哈~
难怪华阿爸为花阿妈取名为“师爷”（讲就“一流”）...
哈哈~不过蛮佩服花阿妈的...要不是有花阿妈的喋功哪来两夫妻的良好沟通~
可是我不想像花阿妈那样，所以希望找个像花阿妈的伴咯~

第三星期的间中也有在芙蓉溜达~
学姐们一访芙蓉当然由我这芙蓉人当导游啦~
去了九洲博物馆（MinangKabau的建筑而已啦），九洲近百年的图书馆，蜈蚣山（有只大蜈蚣，八仙，及唐僧师徒），志元堂（有全亚洲最大的八卦及全马最大的黑白无常），动物生态局（有骏马，鸵鸟，骆驼，花鹿，外国进口牛，犀牛，等等）~
哈哈~所以说芙蓉虽小小，可是还可以啦，还是有地方去的~呵呵~

这假期也看了两部不错的电影~
The Prince Of Persia 及 Karate Kid~
叶问前传唯有回凿城看咯~

假期简报完毕~
开学咯~噹噹噹~

Cikgu Chin 回来啦~

告别了大概有两年多的部落格我回来啦~
这次改了改头，换了换面~
希望有个好的开始~
能持持续续的上载部落~
填满我的黑熊卡尔~

为什么取名为黑熊卡尔呐~
即Pokemon 内的Snorlax（班上的瓜替我取得...）~
这是因为皮肤黝黑的我有着熊掌的力量~
嗜睡的我（班上的睡神，睡佛是布鲁格...哈哈）有着宏亮的嗓子（做老师的条件之一唷）~

好吧~
希望这部落格能一一记载我走过的点滴咯~

忙与盲

差不多已有一个月没写博客了。。。
最近都在忙体育考试的韵律操。。。
有时真的很累很累。。。

有时真的怀疑自己是否不正常。。。
我开始怀疑我一直秉持着的原则是否得放弃？
如果放弃的话我在这儿就会好过一些。。。
什么都肤浅了事。。。无须急无须忧。。。得过且过的过日子。。。
但我会有种罪恶感。。。过不了自己那关。。。
仿佛失去了自我。。。
终于有天透不过气来。。。硬硬去找了拉曼大学的朋友和国名服务的朋友。。。
虽然相间的时间不多。。。也很匆忙。。。也很费时。。。
但有种莫名的感觉。。。
就是仿佛回到了拉曼大学的日子。。。也回到了国名服务的那段铭心的日子。。。
我淌泪。。。
终于受不了这烦碌累人拿命的日子。。。
这的很感谢依纹虽然第二天得回金宝。。。宜欢得拍拖。。。都愿意应酬我。。。
那种感觉是很窝心自在的。。。
更加够力的是嘉娴这个大忙人。。。
人已够忙了。。。又发生突发事项。。。
她还愿意大老远赶回来见我。。。
真的真的发觉国名服务那段日子并没有得到什么真真实用的东西。。。
但唯一真真换来的是那段真挚的友谊。。。
嘉娴这朋友很特别。。。特别到不知用什么形容词来形容她。。。
可是在她面前我可以做到史无前例的自己。。。
或许她经历的东西太多太多了吧！
人生阅历也多我好多倍。。。
或许是身边的朋友都认为我很“强”。。。
硬硬把这“强”的报复套在我身上。。。
所以我无从选择。。。被迫变“强”。。。
可是这“强”的包袱真的很重很重。。。
重到我透不过气来。。。
由于嘉娴她比我强强强百倍。。。
所以我很自然的会找她谈。。。
嘉娴真的真的很谢谢你！
多亏你。。。起码当我累时。。。想垮下去的时候。。。
有个人让我诉。。
谢咯！嘉娴。。。

Teacher Tranning Programme VS UTAR

"Everyone rushing for future,
Everyone striving hard for future.
This is the process of life.
But at the end nothing bring along to coffin"

Sometimes ,I am thinking ,"Why do people need to strive so hard ,and at the end nothing can bring along into the coffin". Haha . Such a nonsense right? But it is real. At the end we bring nothing to coffin with us. Leave UTAR for about 3 months already. Recently I am busy with my assignments ,and I think all of us will be the same. Neither presentation nor assignment even don’t have time to go toilet for long call and short call. haha. it is real.I didn’t cheat.And everyday do assignment till 4 or 5 am.Even experienced never sleep at all till the next morning just to finish the social study assingment.Walao.I felt proud of myself.18years staying in this world.I didnt tried to do homework untill burning my midnight oil till the next morning.Maybe I should suitable myself in this type of lifestyle and maybe at the end i will end up with lots of health problems,but no another ways for me to achieve my goal setting.Who call me to chose this way,love what you had chosen.Chose what you love.I know although the process is challenging but i am sure i will gain back what i have put effort in.
Teacher Training program me is totally different from other tertiary study ,compare with UTAR which I had enjoyed my life in there for about one month,
1.UTAR at least we no need always force ourselves to smile towards all the senior, but here it is very important, although how sad you are, how tired you are, how lazy you are, YOU ARE COMPULSORY AND MUST smile with all the senior and call then :"Senior in halo", all this just because you are the super junior.
2.In UTAR we only study for about 6 subjects(if I am not mistaken),but here is study for 13 subject. But only 3 of our 13 subject is our major subject which will separated into many part, as an example Chinese study will separated into 7 parts like Chinese history, Chinese pronunciations, Chinese literature, Chinese cultural literacy, antique Chinese the inking, public speaking and deliberate antique reading materials. Haha. You can imagine that in this Chinese subject, you are a lecturer, lecturer are you. Lecturer will simply give out a title and call us present in on the next lesson. So, it is not hard to study in here, but it is hard to finish allot of this type of homework. We do not have any notes that is arranged like UTAR, the note we present will be the notes for the class. You can fell how width of our study it is, just depends on how you going to locating the ideas that lecturer gave. Not only that, the another 10 subjects we study is just to lets us have a concept, because the reason is "You ere going to become a teacher, thus you must know whatever although that is not related in our daily life”. So every subject we have to do assingment, presantation and lots of lots of homework like practical and so on.
3.Attire.''YOU ARE GOING TO BECOME A TEACHER,WHAT YOU WEAR,HOW YOU WEAR WILL REFLEX THE IMAGE OF A TEACHER", haha.Everything just because "YOU ARE GOING TO BECOME A TEACHER,THEN YOU NEED TO..."can make us speechless and just obey. Everyday formal and must skirt for a girl. Haha.You all sure cant imagine how does I CHIN HUI LING look like when wearing formal with skirt. haha.
4.social intercourse. In UTAR ,if you are not free not interested, you can chose to do not attend yourself into any activities, but here. It is COMPULSORY."FULL COMMITMENT IS VERY IMPORTANT TO BECOME A PROFESIONAL TEACHER".haha.All the society and club is compulsory to attend because it is counted as a credit in our result. So no matter how busy you are. How unwilling you are. You also need to force your body to "take place" in the scence.Haha.Besides,there are a lots of meeting to attend besides the club and society. Everyday will suddenly announce something, then all the planning that I planned earlier will been force to cancel. So as a teacher after 5 years time, I am sure I will already prepared myself towards heart attact.Haha.
Due to my hand is very tired. So I have to end up my bog for today. Hope you guys get the imagination of my life over here, though it is busy but it is chalenging,because I like challenged myself.Hehe.I am "bean tai " de.Haha.one things I forgot to say is "congratulation to TA1 students, your exam was over,xue wei,jemy zai ,xTA1-Vei in I i mizz you all a lotz,all the best for your daily undertakings ,i have read all of your blog when free,jemy satisfy?haha.so kambateh for our life ya.Must think of me where I am be far form each other k""Friendship Forever"

二十四孝。。我并不孝。。

今天真的很气自己。。
明明记得今天是妈的生乐。。
却一托再托。。。
赶功课。。。从早上七点多赶到半夜两点多。。。

结果到了晚上十二点多才突然想起忘了祝妈。。。
我真的很不孝。。。
身为一个女儿尽然能忘记十月怀胎生下我的妈。。。
我还有资格说什么吗？
我真的太没用了。。。
太太太没用了。。。
很内疚。。。
真很内疚。。。
很气自己怎么会这样没心肝。。。

妈，对不起我忘了问候你的生日。。。


只想说一声 ：“妈，生日快乐”。。。

中国五千年历史..拿命！

快呀疯了啦！
什么跟什么？
根本听没有？
快一个月多了？
讲师所说的一句也听不明白？
因为自己对中国的底子不深。。。
根本跟不上。。。
起码拉曼大学的是以前有所接触的。。
也是自己喜欢。。
自己的强项。。。
现在好像一个什么都不懂的幼儿园学生。。。
呆呆的。。。
目瞪口呆的上课。。。
再过一个月就得考试了。。。
怎么考啊？
救命啊。。。
多希望有个人能来打救我。。
把中国这五千年伟大的记载一一讲解给我听。。。
感激不尽啊！
可是也不会有人这么好气得空吧！
算了吧！
唯有靠自己咯！
谁要你选这条路啊！
爱你所选。。。选你所爱。。
加油吧！